Jay's Last-Exit Blog

Why The Title "Jay's Last-Exit Blog" - Who? What?

My name is Jay Lewenstein, and I live in Mexicali, Mexico.  When my students ask my WHY? I tell them I like it;  I feel like I'm living in two worlds at once.  Every time I drive home from work, I'm reminded of this by a sign that says "Last Exit Before Mexico."  My life is never boring.   I work hard on my Spanish every day. Reading.  Writing. Telenovelas.   I don't know if my language skills are improving at the rate I would like, but my cooking is getting better!

In class, I encourage students to integrate personal experiences into their writing.  Many of them have lived on both sides of the border.  They have plenty to say. In class, we read a thought-provoking essay, "An American in Mexico," about a young man who has lost touch with his roots.  I try to remind my students to remember where they came from to better understand where they are going.  Why do I call my blog The Last Exit Blog?  I'm currently re-reading novels I was assigned in college.  This week it's Last Exit to Brooklyn.  I thought that was a cool title, but not for somone who lives in Mexicali.

QUOTE SANDWICHES FOR ALL

I begin most of my semesters with a confidence-building activity that will prepare my students to succeed on their research papers. I call it the QUOTE SANDWICH. 

Their job will be to give the quote context. Describe where it came from. What was going on at the time the words were spoken. Who said “it”? Why? Why would these words be important to their readers?  Explain! How do these words connect?

I TELL THEM THIS:  look through your reading for an EYE-OPENING quote. It could be something someone said. It could be something someone wrote. It could be something you saw on TV. It be something you heard on the radio. But, it should be something INTERESTING.

• Integrating quotations to support main ideas is an important standard of the course.
• In classroom workshops, we elevate our research, punctuation, MLA documentation.
• We learn to identify the most INTERESTING passages in our research articles
• Students provide both CONTEXT and ANALSIS.
• They bring the QUOTES.  I bring the NAPKINS.

Here is what we do:

1. Begin with the top layer of bread - INTRODUCE YOUR QUOTE – 100 words

• Where does this quote come from. Who does this quote come from?
• What action is occurring? Where are the characters?
• What part of the story are we in? the beginning, rising action, climax, end?
• Is it a line of dialogue? Who says it? In response to something someone else just said?
• Is it a description? What is the situation?
• Important: provide an attribution tag. Who said it, or thought it.  Was it a character.  Or, did it come directly from the author?

2. Next, comes the quote itself: This is your meat!

• Keep it short and sweet.
• Be careful of your punctuation.
• Include an attribution tag.
• Wherever there’s a quote, there’s a citation! Like this (Boyle 75).

3. The bottom piece of bread is your analysis – 100 words

• What does it all mean? ( Remember:  your job is to use the quote in a significant way, not to just tell people it exists and move on!)
• How does it say it? ( Jay’s Tip: What is the tone? Does the quote imply Fear?  Hysteria?  Sarcasm?  Delusion? Anger?  Frustration? Is there a word or two in this quote that strikes emotion?)
• This We Believe: Connect the quote back to your own thoughts and feelings.  OK, you’ve explained what happens in the story.  How does reading this quote affect you in Imperial Valley?

I like to share my reading on my classroom blog.  My students may not be aware of the punk movement that revolutionized music in the seventies, but now I am. In reading Debbie Harry's memoir, I learned what punk is form the INSIDE OUT. I can now classify it and arrange it on my Ipod. Jaja.  In several of my classes this semester we are developing classification essays.   I've asked my students to break down their passions and interests into categories. They are writing about their makeup, workouts, movies.  I'm modeling an essay on my favorite female rock stars. ABOVE, I model a meaninful quote sandwich reflects Debbie's life and career. She always wanted to be DIFFERENT, and she surpassed all expectations. She was PUNK!

Can You Define That? - English 201 Students Share Their Dreams and Passions

In our classroom essays, I often encourage my students to explore and explain abstract concepts, but copying definitions out of the dictionary just won’t cut it.  That's BORING.  I tell them to support their ideas on their own terms.  That's EXCITING.  Definition writing is both fun and unique, for writers can use variety of patterns and techniques of arrangement to engage with their readers: Narration, Negation, Enumeration, Analogy, etc. In my composition classes, we use them all.  This past semester, my students  wrote about the sixties.  They defined terms - in their own words - like "Chicano Movement," "Conspiracy," "Hippie."  Their definitions give their readers a deeper understanding of the history they explore. Their ability to DEFINE terms and ideas in their own words  elevates the quality of their writing.  They put their CRITICAL THINKING SKILLS on display.   

Each semester, I ask my students to define an important thing, idea, event, person in their lives. They combine their personal experience with their academic research Some write about what their "family" means to them. Other defintions range from "addiction" to "mole" (pronounced MOE-lay) to "yoga" to "religious zealotry." Below, I try to define my running shoes in my clasroom blog. As I write this, I'm still recovering from recent hip surgery. I can't run. I can barely walk with a cane. But, I still have my running shoes neatly arranged in my closet. Their value to me is difficult to define, but that's what makes the assignment fun. 

My running shoes are protection for my feet and salvation for my soul.  Most people may identify running shoes as an article of clothing, but they are more than that to me.  When I run out the door, I run away from my problems.  At any given time, I have 10-12 pairs neatly arranged on shelves in my closet.  There may be a few different brands, but I go with Nike Free Runs.  I feel comfortable and confident with the build of the shoe because it always seems to match up with the shape of my foot. That's most important when I begin approaching 75 to 85 miles per week in my training.  I don't want to think about my feet when I run.  With the right pair, I work my way towards a Runner's High. The wrong pair can turn my workout into a Walk of Shame. I haven't studied the technical aspects of running shoes, so I stay with what works.  I buy my shoes at the Nike Factory Store in Calexico.  The sales people will talk about Motion, Stability and Arch Support, but I  know what I'm looking for - I'm looking to get my confidence back.  As a teacher, I often wake up  with anxiety in the middle of the night. There's always something I did or didn't do that haunts me, and once  awake I can't get back to sleep.  I roll around in bed. I walk around the house.  I'm not going to tell you what I've tried to resolve this problem, but nothing has worked.  The less I sleep, the more anxious I become.  The more anxious I become, the less I sleep the next day.  This pattern continued  until I began running in the middle of the night. That's when things changed for me. First a few blocks at a time.  Then a few miles.  Than a few hours.  My running shoes became my Personal Therapy. I don't tell the sales people this, but my running shoes  are the last thing I think about before I go to sleep.  They are the first things I think about when I awaken in the morning.  My running shoes set me free.  I enjoy the day.  I look forward to tomorrow.

Women's Best Friend - by Marissa Morales - English 201 - Imperial Valley College

In English 201, Marissa was asked to develop an extended definition of something or someone from her real-time, every-day life.  We shared our take on the basic character or the essential nature of our selected topics.  Marissa defined her dog, Bandit.

Building blocks of humanity could not have been worked upon unless through the help of a dog’s working body, their loyal hearts, and their trusting soul. Dogs are loyal animal companions that have been with humans for eons. Many believe dogs are intelligent, friendly, and loving animals to fill up their homes and lives. If you were to walk a dog out in public, many would flock to it because of these positive traits.  Similarly, many have a horrible connotation with dogs and see them as aggressive, yappy, and even destructive. While there is no right or wrong way to see them, this mainly has to do with a person's experience and introduction towards these animals. Regardless, there is no real "bad" dog, rather, just ignorant owners not realizing the time, energy and money needed to raise a well rounded dog. These dogs are labeled as such under the 7 breed groups: working, sporting, non-sporting, toy, hound, terrier, and herding. Recognizing what kind of breed your dog is, especially if it is a mixed breed, can detail why they act in certain ways like digging or having too much energy. This is mainly due to the fact that humans have bred dogs for specific tasks that even today they still exhibit these traits whether in a home of work or pampering. These can come with advantages though, as breeds like Border Collies and Australian Cattle Dogs can serve great purpose on farms as they were bred to herd and resist the strength of large animals. And even for the Average Joe as breeds like the Borzoi and the Greyhound can make great lap dogs (while huge) as both breeds exhibit low energy. At a physical point, dogs can fill up your life as a companion that is loyal and always waiting for you, resulting in a more positive mental state as well. Dogs will forever continue this type of legacy for centuries more, as they have done so already.

How do dogs cultivate and assist in humanity in both the past and present? Building a bond with animals is not new, however dogs were the first to ever touch mankind's heart. Dogs have been assisting man throughout unknown dangers on land, traveling deep within space, and even through the simplest of comforts. Countless efforts of aid can be contributed through dogs purebred or not. Dogs have been shaped and bred for millennia in order to become man’s greatest creation, leading them to work the most laborious jobs all the way to the simplest comforts.

Personally, before I learned how to walk, talk, or even have a consciousness, my closest friends were dogs. Sure I had siblings and close cousins, but many of them were at least a decade if not more older than me, causing me to not exactly fit into even family social groups. My first dog I ever knew was the family dog Maxx. He would constantly be on guard with me, sleeping under my crib, and even comforting me by letting me cry into his fur when I was getting yelled at or eventually bullied at school. My love for him created my knowledge hungry brain to be filled with any and all information on dogs, especially to what my beloved mutt Maxx could be a mix of (I settled on Portuguese Water Dog and Poodle mix). This continued into grade school as I began to also have an interest in drawing, and all day I would be referencing pictures of dogs in my little pocket book filled with dozens of breeds trying to match them just right. While again, I was bullied for a myriad of things, I knew these creatures would always have my back no matter what. Skipping to middle school, I finally had a chance to have a dog of my own, Jack. He was the center of my entire world and I did everything and anything for him. Unfortunately as all dogs do, he passed as recently as last year. October 28th will continue to always break my heart, however he, and his brother Bandit, will always be looking over me on the highest shelf in my room, and their collars dangling over my vanity. Even with the crushing weight of their death forever immortalized in my mind, I will continue to always love dogs. Even now, I continue my expanding knowledge on dogs as they are truly, man's, or in this case, woman's best friend.

• To see Marissa's complete definition essay, please click here on Woman's Best Friend

Restoration - by Jazmine Jones - Definition Essay Excerpt - English 201 - Imperial Valley College

When I first saw that Jasmine was going to write about "resoration," I thought she was talking about her house.  In this case, her house is her heart.  She has discovered for whatever she has  lost, she could create. In her definition essay,  she explains how to shape an entirely new life and identity.

 

Restoration is the renewal of something that already exists. We can restore old homes, cars, and even ourselves. Restoration isn't something that's temporary. It only is if you don't properly take care of that renewed object, and it can easily turn back into the same exact condition it was in. When it comes to life, restoration can take place only if we are honest with ourselves. Anyone can look at something and decide if it needs some work or not.

 

Why is it so hard for us to do that when it comes to our truth? Life happens so much that we can easily lose ourselves. The person we used to be and admire can fade away and we wouldn't even notice. Certain situations, traumas, circumstances, relationships, successes and even failures can alter us. If we succeed and we aren't humble, we can turn into something awful. If we fail and can't seem to recover, we can spiral until we hit rock bottom. This process is very prominent when it comes to our faith. It takes tremendous belief to see yourself out of a situation, even a mindset you can't seem to shake. It's very much possible to overcome anything. If you can envision what you want somethingto be like, feel like, or look like for yourself, it can most definitely happen for you. We can't do it alone. Faith and honesty goes such a long way. We live in a world where it's normal to run from the truth and to just mask whatever we are trying to hide. Social media is the culprit as well because you can be anything on there, and there are tools that can help you be whatever you are seeking. You can even be compensated for being a persona, but is it worth it? In the end, your soul and the true maximum potential over your life is worth more than that.

• To see Jazmine's complete essay, please click here:  Restoration

 

Weightlifting: My True Friend's Shoulder - by Ana Karen Robles - Definition Essay Excerpt - English 201 - Imperial Valley College

Clearly, Ana has picked up important knowledge in the weight room that she may not get in  English class.  SELF-KNOWLEDGE.  She has learned what it takes to move forward.  Clear goals. Facing challenges head on.   Everyday discipline.  I've seen it in her writing.  Push it, Ana.  Keep it going.

Everything in life is a process and during my healing journey weightlifting became a true friend's shoulder to me --  because when life gets tough, I lift. Weightlifting is where I go and release my problems. I lift heavy weights and I feel that I am standing back up after something heavy takes me down giving myself some self-respect. Weightlifting is someone's shoulder when you need to cry, talk, or express how you feel. Sometimes we might try to be strong keeping life problems to ourselves but then we realize we need to speak out, we need to release what we are feeling. Memories and worries take our sleep away and make us feel frustrated and depressed, but weightlifting helps me feel that I can overcome any heavyweight; it gives me the support I need to keep on keeping on. It allows me to see that I am better than what I thought I was and that I am capable of handling heavier than what I imagine. Weightlifting is for me at any time no matter what time is it, the situation, or neither the weather; weightlifting is faithfully there for me. Whenever I feel I am being judged, weightlifting reminds me who I am and distracts me from everyone else. If you buy your set of marbles or equipment it might cost some hundreds, but it will be worth it for the rest of your life. It will always be there for you at any time. It will never fail its company even when you need it the most. The most valuable investment someone could ever make. It feels good to lift to release what we go through, to speak out what we feel even with facial expressions that other people might judge wrongly but weightlifting will never judge like the friend's shoulder will always be there.  Although people believe weightlifting is about a perspective of looks, weightlifting can help with mental disorders and healing processes.

Weightlifting is a physical exercise that strengthens the mind. There are different activities in weightlifting, including weight training, Olympic weight, powerlifting, and bodybuilding. People engage in weightlifting for a variety of different reasons. Some people are sports lovers. Some other people adopted the feeling of obsession to see muscle growth and great results. Other people are going through difficulties that they release as they do weightlifting. There are those with stress, depression, and anxiety in which weightlifting becomes their medication. Weightlifting strengthens the mind-body connection since using huge weights carries some danger. As a consequence of this, there is a better relationship with the body. In addition, weightlifting has many benefits for mental health. It improves mood changes and elevates moods. However, there is an important and popular saying that says, “Nothing in Excess.” It is not proven that weightlifting could become a mental health disorder, but some start to suffer from anxiety if they don’t do weightlifting.   Like addicts, they feel guilt and anxious if they don’t exercise (Davis). They run out of time for other stuff to focus on their weightlifting. They exercise even with injuries or sickness. Contrary to those negative facts, weightlifting has more benefits and good results in general for people. Karen a young mother of three experienced an abusive relationship. After suffering for several years and succeeding in her life she leans on spirituality, but also in weightlifting. Karen’s healing process has succeeded and since then, she has motivated others to do weightlifting as a healing method.

• To read Ana's complete Definition Essay, please click here:  Weightlifiting

Enlighten Your Life: Blossom Inside Out - by Sophia Rubio - Definition Essay Excerpt - English 201 - Imperial Valley College

In her defintion essay, Sophia goes well beyond describing her preferred form of exercise. It's more than the stretching.  It's more than the breathing.  She draws a direct line between her Yoga and her Spiratuality.  In the early morning hours, in the space of her yoga mat, she finds out who she really is.

 Yoga is a form of exercise for spiritual peace, mental and physical health.  Yoga is a practice that is meant to promote spiritual balance by relaxation, mental clarity and physical flexibility. In today’s society, there are different styles of yoga from Vinyasa, Kundalini or Yin among many others. Yoga can also be practice in different places such as outside with nature, alone inside a room or as they do in modern society “ in yoga class.”  Yoga at one point became more of a social trend but it is more than that. I consider yoga a lifestyle; it is a spiritual journey and physical and mental transformation. Regardless of the purpose of why people are practicing yoga, yoga’s purpose is to be in touch with your higher self, find balance within yourself and live a healthier more positive life.

   Developing a connection with yoga is more than just throwing a mat on the floor and stretching; it’s by truly finding who you really are inside so that you can achieve peace and spiritual growth. Waking up at 4:30 am or 5 am to do yoga was at first dreadful. As I laid down on the mat, I was always there physically but mentality I could not sync my body, mind and soul.  I would begin with my overthinking, I couldn’t relax. I would re-center myself and began to listen to my breathing, that would help me focus again. I needed to understand more than the analyzation of what I had been, where I was and where I wanted to be. I needed to learn how to be in the moment. At first, I just couldn’t understand the depth of yoga but it became a need. My body did not feel yoga as a workout but as nurture to my body, mind and spirit. Although many perceive yoga as option to maintain physical health, you can also seek healing, mental wellness and spiritual growth in this practice because it is an evergrowing journey.

To read Sophia's complete Definition Essay, please click here:   Enlighten Your Life

Stressed Out: Unraveling Chronic Stress - by Suzette Gallardo - Definition Essay Excerpt - English 201 - Imperial Valley College

Stress relievers are a form of doing what makes you happy. It is not merely a luxury but essential to be a part of our daily life to maintain mental and physical health. In the fast-paced, modern world we inhabit, stress has become an inevitable part of our lives. Balancing work, personal commitments, and social expectations has led to overwhelming pressure. Fortunately, amidst the chaos, there exist numerous stress relievers that transform my day to day life. One of the most effective stress relievers is physical exercise. I enjoy activities such as jogging, swimming, and spending time with family and friends sharing jokes or stories that bring moments of laughter. It not only enhances physical health but also triggers the release of endorphins, the body's natural stress relievers (APA). Sometimes during fall/winter I take it easy and simply walk in the park, enjoying the breeze as the weather is better and a lot cooler. Immersing oneself in nature can be remarkably calming. Doing this has given me a momentary escape from worries, allowing my mind to refresh and rejuvenate.

Juggling being a full- time student and having a full-time job, doing what I enjoy in my free time has helped me tremendously. Apart from the physical aspect of it I find myself being happy and stress free around family and friends. The power of human connection should not be underestimated. Spending quality time with our loved ones, engaging in heartfelt conversations, or even sharing a hearty laugh can significantly reduce my stress at that moment. The support I receive from them acts as a buffer against life's challenges, providing emotional validation and comfort. Lastly, the simple act of unplugging from digital devices is an essential element for maintaining mental and physical health. During this time I am embracing hobbies and creative outlets as therapeutic. Whether it's painting, working on puzzles, playing music or cooking, these activities channel energy into something productive and enjoyable. Creative expression fosters a sense of accomplishment and allows me to momentarily escape the pressures of my daily busy life.

IT'S CLASSIFIED! - BUT, IT'S PERSONAL - END-OF-THE-SEMESTER CLASSIFICATION ESSAY

To conclude our fall semester, we  developed classification essays.  I  asked my students to break down their real-life interests/passions/pastimes into distinct, meaningful categories. First, we jotted down our ideas. When I thought of "Classification" I came up with "Classified," you know, like ads in the newspaper.  When I thought of "Classified," I came up with "Personals."  That's It!  THIS TIME IT WOULD  PERSONAL.  In their classification essays, students  shared their own personal interests and passions.  This is what I told them:

 * In a classification essay, a writer organizes, or sorts, things into categories. Classification is a method of developing an essay by arranging people, objects, or ideas with shared characteristics into particular classes or groups.  For example, say you need to sort the pile of papers on your desk. Before you would put them in random piles, you would decide what useful categories might be: papers that can be thrown away; papers that need immediate action; papers to read; papers to pass on to other coworkers; or papers to file.

On Jamboard, I brainstormed a few of my ideas to help get the ball rolling:

• GO for what you KNOW - Your essay will be graded on your INSIDE KNOWLEDGE
• Will you have the CRITICAL THINKING SKILLS to break down your topic into three categories
• ESTABLISH three groups or classes. Provide CUTE NAMES for each class.  Jaja.  Look for ORIGINAL phrases (See samples on Canvas Instructions)

I chose to write about Female Rock Stars.  In classroom workshops, I modeled my paragraphs:  LEATHER, LACE, and LOVE.  

In several of my classes, we read sixties novels.   I spend a considerable amount of time reading about singers, songwriters, and musicians from this era.  So, I share my musical knowledge to deepen our connection with the novels we read.  Often I talk about my Favorite Female Singers.  Usually, I try to avoid sticking labels on people or sticking people into categories, but before the sixties, I don’t think female singers, songwriters and musicians were as prominent in their industry as their male counterparts.  The sixties were a time of change.  This theme dominates our classroom discussions and our writing.  We talk and write a lot about Social Justice.  I would probably put Joni Mitchell at the top of my list, but I suspect she wouldn’t want to be grouped by gender.  She would ask, ”Why am I not regarded as one of your Favorite Singers period?"  She doesn’t like that talk about gender at all.  She believes when she is being compartmentalized, she is being disrespected.  I’m sorry, but no disrespect, Joni. I’m not so much focused on the categories of the singers, but the strength of the women. I believe each of my Favorite Female Singers made a difference in the way women are seen and heard.  They all write their own  songs.  They all have their unique viewpoints.  To highlight their characteristics, I’ve created the groups LEATHER, LACE, and LOVE.  In their unique styles, my Favorite Female Singers have paved the way for future  generations, not only singers but all women, to reach out for their dreams. 

 

Trinkets Tell My Story - by Sienna Cortes - Classfication Essay Excerpt - English 110 - Imperial Valley College

  In her classification essay, Sienna shares great affection and pride for her collection of trinkets. She details her best finds in Imperial and Coachella Valley thrift stores.  Her greatest sense of enjoyment comes from the hunt. In Sienna's case, the journey to find the most unique and personal items is often more fufilling than the purchase.  That's her story.

I love to collect trinkets from anywhere. I find them at thrifts, flea markets, my family's old things, and sometimes they are gifts from friends. Trinkets are basically smaller figurines or objects that carry meaning or a theme. They are sometimes useful items that are older and don't get used. As you can see in my picture above, I have a dig trinket, and even some trinket dishes holding some jewelry and other random objects. I also have a vintage tile with a dog painted on it. That's also a trinket. I have quite a few of my special and meaningful collections spread out through my room mostly as decoration. I believe my things hold more than just value, they hold a story. I can tell you where each one came from and why it is important, but that would simply be too much. I have many different trinkets, but the main objects are containers/ vases, figurines, and things that are usually hung on the wall. The thing I love most about collecting these special items is that no one else will have the same thing or story as me.  My item and meaning is unique to my experience. My first ever trinket was a glass hummingbird with some beautiful green and pink colors to enhance the color of the bird. It stood on a small platform and was probably a bit larger than my palm. I found it in Palm Springs while I was trying to thrift some cool clothing, but instead fell upon the glass hummingbird. I like to say that hummingbirds are my spirit animals. They are so lovely to me because they are so beautiful yet so delicate. My favorite thing is being out and about when a hummingbird flies close to me and decides to frolic around me. Not only do my trinkets hold meaning, they give my room so much personality. My bedroom can tell a story since there is sort of a theme that plays along with my trinkets.

In the Imperial Valley, I often go thrifting. There are only a few thrift stores here in Brawley, but if you really take the time to look, there are so many hidden gems. Of course there are times where I don’t have much luck, but I always leave the store with at least one cool find. One of the more special items I find at the thrift stores are trinkets. Trinkets are usually inexpensive yet very unique and special. Trinkets are always the perfect gift in my opinion. The best part of going to the local thrifts here is seeing the same sweet employees. They always seem amazed with the things I find as if they weren’t the ones who displayed them at one point. Thrifts are like museums so it’s easy to get overwhelmed with all the things to look for. Seeing the cute trinkets I have in  my room always makes me feel so at home. My vases, my animals, my jewelry, they all make me a part of who I am and allow me to stay creative. They inspire me all of the time with my fashion as well.  The best feeling is walking out of that thrift knowing I found something super rare and expensive yet for a good deal and it belongs to me. It’s not the best habit, but when I’m going through a tough patch, I love to shop, and the one place that can cure me is the thrift. Coming home and adding more items to my shelves and closet brings me so much joy. Not to mention, as a consumer, I’m helping the environment by not buying from fast easy companies. My collection is so significant because it’s mine. No one else has what I have in my closet and no one else gives it the same meaning as me. 

• To read Sienna's complete Classfication Essay, please click here:  Trinkets

Mean Girl Films: Breaking Down The Brutal Realities of High-School Life - by Cassie Padilla - Classification Essay Excerpt- English 110 - Imperial Valley College

  Can you identify the "Mean Girl" in the photo below?  English 110 writer Cassie Padilla does it for you. When she watches Mean Girl movies, she sees a lot of her teen-age self.  Her classification essay breaks down the complicated dynamics of high-school life.

Mean Girl films hold a special place in my heart. As a lover of cinema, I find myself drawn to these films that delve into the captivating and complex dynamics of high school cliques, bullying, and female antagonists. They provide a unique blend of humor, horror, drama, and wit that I find endlessly fascinating. These films manage to capture a piece of my teenage years. 

In some ways I was a Mean Girl myself in high school and like in the movies there was a turning point that changed my perspective and humbled me.  These are a subgenre of teen and young adult movies that revolve around the theme of teenage girls, often in high school settings, engaging in various forms of interpersonal conflicts. These conflicts typically involve bullying, manipulation, social hierarchy, and the complexities of friendships and rivalries. Mean Girl films have become more than just a genre; they have become pop culture sensations that resonate with audiences of all ages. The themes and situations depicted in these films transcend time and space, making them enduring classics. These films provide a form of emotional release, allowing viewers to reminisce about their own teenage experiences, whether they were the victims, the perpetrators, or the silent observers of the mean girl world. Mean Girl Movies offer an insightful look into the brutal realities of high school life, which despite evolving social dynamics, remain strangely consistent.

• To read Cassie's complete Classification Essay, please click here: Mean Girls

A Look into My World - by Kailee Gutierrez - Classfication Essay Excerpt - English 1A - College of the Desert

I can't remember if I listened to much jazz when I was Kailee's age. I doubt there was easy access to this type of music. This was before cable television and the internet. I often come across references to great jazz musicians in my reading. I always regret not knowing anything about them.  Thank you Kailee,  for a look into your world.

If you could only listen to one artist for the rest of your life which, would it be? Often when I’m asked this question I answer honestly with “Chet Baker of course!”. Usually what comes next is a confused expression on the person's face followed up by “Who is that?” or sometimes I will receive the occasional “I’ve heard of him” but their interest ends there. Jazz to me is more than a genre of music, the somber, sweet, and fun sounds became an outlet in one of the most challenging parts of my life. Little did I know jazz had been influencing my music taste before I discovered it on my own. Hip-hop has surrounded me since I was still required to use a car seat. Even though I never understood the meanings of the lyrics, I paid close attention to samples and instruments. One of the songs I requested to play in the car all the time was Lupe Fiascos' “All Black Everything”. The song tells a new story about modern cultural issues while using an old sample of Jimmy Durante’s version of “I’ll Be Seeing You”. The beauty of jazz is found in its complex simplicity and each artist used their own unique talent to create something new; but it was the crooners, swingers and dolls that really defined jazz.

The gentleman that opens the car door, offers his coat when it’s pouring outside, the one that seems charming yet intelligent, the perfect lover. Often dressed in a nicely fitted suit; always looking clean and smiling charismatically. Crooners created a daydream-like feeling just by the softness of their voices. Every song that came out of a Crooners mouth was about their intense desire to love someone or the immense heartbreak from losing someone. This dramatic Shakespearean performance was displayed beautifully, Crooners knew how to accurately project their emotions through very little yet effective lyrics, along with their use of certain keys and instruments. Frank Sinatra was the ideal image of a Crooner.  Earning the nickname “Ol’ Blue Eyes” for his big, captivating eyes, Sinatra was a handsome man, and his music was even more enchanting than his looks. Out of all the music he has released, my personal favorite is the live version of “Angel Eyes”.  The recording opens with a conversation Sinatra is sharing with the audience, the tone of his voice is smooth, and he drops witty jokes making the crowd laugh shortly after, he cuts himself off and begins to sing. Personally I love this song because of the romanticized melancholy that can be heard in Sinatra’s voice, and I present it as an example because it reflects the personality and talent of a Crooner. Crooners played an important role in jazz; they provided the world with a more intimate sweeter sounding kind of tune.

• To read Kailee's complete essay, please click here: A Look into My World

Tales of Tattoos - by Kasaundra Waldron - Classification Essay Excerpt - English 1A - College of the Desert

 

Very cool topic.  Kausandra's essay brings important meaning to people who have wondered about tattoos but have never taken the steps to understand the emotion and culture behind them. I appreciate her sharing her inside knowledge.

At midnight on my 18th birthday, I was sitting in a chair while a tattoo gun poised above the back of my neck. As the clock moved from 11:59 to 12:00, the needle hummed to life, vibrating against my skin. Coated in ink, it set to work permanently marking me. It was as if my body were parchment, and the ink came from a quill rather than a needle. My cousin, a year and six days older than me, stood next to me as I gripped her hand, smiling: she was almost laughing at how much of a baby I was. I was so afraid it was going to hurt, and the anticipation set my nerves afire. The tattoo was going to say “STISTIES” in an English-style font atop a triquetra: it’s a Pagan symbol that means eternity or infinity (Fig. 2). Our translation was “sisters forever” and it was our mark, our bond. My cousin already had hers so we could pass the time while we awaited the zero hour. Hers was like mine, and in the same position. We were cousins, not sisters, but we grew up together and acted like siblings. This tattoo told of our sisterhood, even if no one else understood what it meant. It was the first story etched onto my flesh. We all have our own stories to tell, our own lives and experiences. Symbolism and words combine to tell a tale of tragedy, survival, victory, or loss. For better and for worse, my life is written on me in a language that only I understand. However, within this language, there are three types of tattoos or stories: memorials, moments, and meaning. Because I value stories so highly, tattoos are how I tell mine. 

To read Kasaundra's complete Classification Essay, please click here: Tattoos

Staying Happy, Active, and Sharp: The Benefits of Sports - by Jaylene Ramos - Classification Essay Excerpt - English 1A - College of the Desert

I agree with Jaylene.  Sports provides me with a place to UNWIND.  When I get really stressed, I know where to go. I just have to find my running shoes, and I will soon feel FREE.  

     Reducing stress is crucial for preserving general wellbeing and can be accomplished in a number of ways. One's physical and mental health may suffer if stress is not properly managed. It may lead to heightened anxiety, weakened immunity, and compromised cognitive functioning (Robinson). Chronic stress can also have a role in the development of a number of illnesses, including digestive problems, mode disorders, and cardiovascular disease. Maintaining general well-being requires adopting good coping skills and practicing perfect stress release. For instance, everyone who can relate can experience too much when it comes to work, education, or life. When our minds are overflowing with knowledge and we are unable to process it, we become stressed about a multitude of issues. To be honest, I find that going to the gym helps me decompress when I'm stressed. When I’m so stressed, I know that going to the gym helps me get through my intense weight training sessions. It can hit a personal record of mine and reduce stress at the same time. It's a good idea to step away from your stressful situation and engage in any leisurely activities to decompress. It functions similarly to a phone's factory reset button, allowing you to restart it and make it new if it overheats or malfunctions. On the other hand, participating in activities that reduce stress can also improve mood and general wellbeing.

• To read Jaylene's complete Classification Essay, please click here: Staying Happy, Active and Sharp

 

 

Verses of Nonsense, Romance, and Social Justice - by Ari Williams - Classification Essay Excerpt - English 1A - College of the Desert

 

In English 1A, we have sixteen weeks to cover our course standards.  Ari Williams has developed her love for poetry over a lifetime. In her classification essay, she skillfully combines critical thinking skills with eloquent, personal expression.  As you read, you will see how poetry has helped Ari discover her writing voice.

 

I have always been a lover of poetry. I was first introduced to it in elementary school. I’m sure many of us can recall the Shel Silverstein and Dr. Suess reading that filled our classrooms. I distinctly remember having to learn and recite Edward Lear’s "The Owl and The Pussy-Cat" with my third grade class. While my peers may have lost interest in this poem as new assignments emerged, it marked the beginning of a lasting passion for eight-year-old me.   The works of William Shakespeare expanded my understanding of what poetry is.  I got to hear the romantic analogies in Romeo and Juliet that even made my elementary mind swoon in imagination. I started to understand poetry went further than rhymes and whimsical tales of owls and cats; it could be tragic, loving, and heart wrenching. 

Fast forward to high school and my third favorite genre entered the picture. At that time, I was gaining a deeper understanding of my personal and public identity as I was beginning to confront microaggressions and discrimination. When my English teacher introduced the class to Ntozake Shange’s For Colored Girls Who Have Considered Suicide / When the Rainbow Is Enuf,  I immediately fell in love with the words carefully configured. This became my new poetry obsession, as I finally found someone who could beautifully articulate the unique and sometimes lonely experiences I have had. Now I was ready to write my own poetry. I had discovered my writing style through the combination of three poem genres. “The Owl and The Pussy-Cat”  is considered a nonsense poem. Romeo and Juliet although considered a play it perfectly displays William Shakespear usage of the traditional Romantic poetic writing style. For Colored Girls…”became my first introduction to political poetry. Ntozake Shange speaks about a specific experience very unique to those included in the oppressed group of the main characters. In the usual case of her writing, she focuses on the experience of Black Women.  For me, these genres were my heroes, my friends, and my teachers. These three genres are the pillars of artistic poetry and when combined can create what we call “gen z” modern day poetry. Or the future of literature.  

• To read Ari's complete Classification Essay, please click here:  Verses

 

Dog Breeder's Responsibility: Purpose and Companionship - by Nicole Barsness - Classification Essay Excerpt - English 1A - College of the Desert

   

In her classification essay on dog breeding, Nicole asks her readers who are thinking about raising dogs -- to consider how much they love dogs. Are they ready for the responsibility?  Do they  know what it takes?   Many dog owners who think they know are  totally unprepared for the responsibility. 

Fig. 1 - Nicole's grandmother holding Parker on family couch. 

Most people want a house pet until the realization of responsibility sets in. So many people want dogs or cats but need to realize how much responsibility an animal is nowadays. I feel as though, throughout the years, owning a dog has become more of a responsibility than it once was. I hear stories from people, and they talk about how their dog, when they were a kid, would just eat scraps or some generic dog food, and their dog would live for 16 years or that their dog was an outside dog. Hearing that now sounds crazy to most people, but there are exceptions; some people still do those things, but there is so much research now, and everyone wants to give their dogs the best possible chance at living the longest life they can.

Dogs have become more and more companion animals or emotional support animals, so they are treated more like a human rather than dogs, and some people are not up to the task. That is a huge reason all the animal shelters are packed all the time. People want a dog or a house pet; they see the kinds of dogs people have on social media, and they choose their dog based on looks rather than what is suitable for their lifestyle. For example, if you live in a small apartment in New York, getting a high-energy dog is probably not the best idea; it is definitely possible to do so, but you have to be willing to take it for walks, etc. If not, the dog will most likely end up driving you absolutely nuts and ruining furniture, your belongings, or even your house itself. Dogs not only bring companionship, but they also can give you a sense of security. You may not have the largest or the scariest dog, but because dogs have such good hearing and other senses. They hear or smell things way before we do.

•   To read Nicole's complete classification essay, please click here:  Dog Breeder's Responsibility

Fading Memories: My Movie Stub Collection - by Celeste Garabay - Classification Essay Excerpt - English 110 - Imperial Valley College

   

For Celeste, going to a movie is more than a night on the town.  She collects her movie tickets to build on her memories.  She loves movies.  Her tickets create an exciting picture of her passion and experiences.

I like to think that everybody has their "thing." The thing that they can’t get enough of, when they talk about it their face lights up, and their tone of voice changes. Whether it’s books, jewelry, toys, action figures, or movies, there’s a thing for everyone. For me, it was those little movie tickets that are given to you when you go in to watch a movie. That’s my thing. I’ve always been a movie nerd and I am proud to be. I love that every time I walk into the movie theater; I get a new experience. A couple of years ago, I just randomly decided that the slip of paper in my pocket was valuable. I’m the type of person who likes to take a lot of pictures or keep every birthday card that is given. I love holding onto memories and keeping movie tickets was just another way of keeping the experiences alive. Nowadays, technology has taken over almost every aspect of our lives, and I am surprised movie theaters are still giving out physical tickets. This just gives me an even bigger reason to collect them and adds so much more value to them. The first movie ticket that I collected had to be the “Avengers: Endgame” and it was such an incredible experience that I wanted to cherish it forever. I grew up with Marvel which is why Marvel films are so prominent in my collection.Although I'm always excited to add different genres: Marvel films, family films, and the rated r movies. Technically, this summarizes the different genres and categories in my collection. As my collection increases, it puts into perspective how much I love films and how they have shaped me. Collecting movie tickets is important because it allows people to keep their memories and experiences alive.    

My favorite category has to be Marvel film tickets. These are films made by the Marvel Studios company. Marvel and their characters formed a huge part of my childhood, so it is always a priority to bring a film ticket home when I go watch them in the theatre. Marvel films have been constantly hated and described as corny or the oversaturation of movie releases. The thing about Marvel films is that they DON'T lack diversity, genres, or representation. I think that having these Marvel film tickets allows me to keep that memory of Marvel films alive especially since they have made history at the box office. What makes up a Marvel movie is good writing, some of the best lines have stuck with me, and I've used them as motivation in my daily life. Another characteristic is their ability to add humanity to fictional characters, it makes you relate to them and it becomes much more fun to watch. Marvel films are like pieces of one big puzzle, every film forms a part of the wide cinematic universe. Among the multiple tickets for Marvel films I've collected, the one that stands out the most is my Endgame movie ticket. Endgame is a prime example of why movie ticket collection is so important. When Marvel's Endgame was released, it brought together so many fans and nostalgia. My brother and I had anticipated this movie for years, so we got the best seats in the theatre and on premiere night. The movie was a great success and an incredible experience. I know my small insignificant movie ticket will be worth a lot of money in the future. As of right now, Endgame is second at box- office in the all-time list. Marvel constantly inspires me to continue to collect movie tickets.  

• To read Celeste's complete classification essay, please click here: Fading Memories

Students Research the Real-Life Drama behind Their Favorite Historical Films

Each semester I try my best to create a project to help students master the standards of the course.  In our Zoom workshops, we devote ample time to effective research techniques and MLA documentation.    Along the way, we work together to develop our theses, summarize our articles, paraphrase our authors, voice our own ideas.

 I ask students to choose films  that emphasize a significant event, person, idea in world history.     Students compare what they see on the screen to what they research in the campus databases.   Below I share my Mind Map for a research paper about Bonnie and Clyde.  80 years later, they are still making movies and writing songs about them.  Why? Well, you will have to read my essay! 

In the following posts, you will see excerpts from student  film history research papers.  If you want to see the complete essays, you can click on the links that follow.  Or,  search the individual essay links in our sidebar under “STUDENT RESEARCH PAPERS.”

The Impact of Talkies on Silent Star John Gilbert: The End of an Era and a Career - by Celeste Garabay - Final Film History Paper Excerpt - English 110 - Imperial Valley College

This semester Celese researched the legendary love afair between silent screen legends John Gilbert and Greta Garbo. On and off the big screen,  John Gilbert was known as the "Great Lover." He was also known to adopt the mannerisms of each new character he played to his own reality. Greta Garbo was famous for her portrayal of somber, tragic characters.  In real life, she just wanted to be alone.   When Silent Movies transitioned into Talkies, Gilbert and Garbo soon disappeared from our consciousness.  Their love turned dark.

Figure 1. Greta Garbo and John Gilbert, famous silent stars, and real-life lovers embrace for the film A Woman of Affairs, 1929 (Longworth).

Damien Chazelle's film Babylon serves as an interesting display of the remodeling stages of sound, the types of material that worked best with sound, and the evolution of set protocols. Jordan Riefe, a journalist from the Los Angeles Times, lightly brushes upon the connection between the film and the silent film era. Due to the fact that the film’s characters are said to be inspired by real silent film actors. Riefe mentions Jack Conrad who is heavily inspired by John Gilbert, a famous silent film star whose career ended after the introduction of talkies. Although many people believe his voice is what destroyed his career, the journalist feels that wasn’t the issue. He admits, “Most likely, studio honchos saw an opportunity to cut loose an actor with a fat contract...” (Riefe). This can mean that perhaps the end of John Gilbert’s career shouldn’t have ended so quickly. Perhaps the reason why all his movies floundered at the box office isn’t just because he failed to adapt to the new film format, maybe studios decided to cut him off because they wanted younger actors. Riefe expressed that perhaps Gilbert’s poor acting skills weren’t entirely at fault especially because at the time, the film industry was insanely corrupted. Talkies became a more famous and newer phenomenon; they most likely grabbed the attention of other upcoming and younger actors. This could be used to support the different theories that people have about John Gilbert, silent films, and the film industry during the Golden Age.    However, it begs the question: what impact did talkies have on the silent film industry and its actors? As a new film format developed, it expanded the artistic freedom of many directors. “In fact, cameras were on the move again by 1932. Microphones were hung from mobile booms above the actors, and sound mixing techniques grew more sophisticated, freeing up filmmakers” (Riefe). The introduction of talkies transformed the film industry and its actors by incorporating sound, modifying acting styles, and bringing forward new talent.   

To read Celeste's complete film history research paper, please click here: The Impact of Talkies

The Short Life and Sad Serenade of a Latina Icon - by Britteny Palma - Film History Research Paper Excerpt - English 1A - College of the Desert

 

I remember exactly where I was when I heard the news that Beatle John Lennon was murdered.  For many of my students, Selena was the John Lennon of their generation.  We will remember their lives and music forever.  Below, Britteny explains why.

Fig 1. In 1994, Selena released Amor Prohibido, which became one of the best-selling Latin albums in the United States. Here, she's seen the same year performing in Corpus Christi, Texas (George gongora-corpus Christi Caller-Times, file).

    Selena Quintanilla was known as the “The Queen of Tejano Music” and broke Tejano music history. At a very early age, Selena would sing or listen to music; it was all around her. But being like many Mexican Americans, her story has been a persistent struggle to break out of the usual poverty of her working-class family. Although being born into a poor family didn't keep Selena and the Quintanilla family from their love for music. She was kind and outgoing, she was very social, but she also had a deeper side that wasn't always apparent. In an interview, Texas (interviewer) asked Selena, “when you’re gone how do you want to be remembered?” In a moment that’s giving us all goosebumps, the singer replied: “As not only an entertainer, but as a person who cared a lot. And I gave the best that I could. And I tried to be the best role model that I possibly could, and the best person that I could. And I tried to help out" (Lubbock). Selena was The Queen of Tejano Music, and she also had a heart of gold. After going through many interviews with Selena, she never took ownership of her success. She would always refer to "we" as in her band, friends, supporters and others who got to where she was. The way she keeps saying "WE" during the interview, just shows how selfless, loving and loyal she was. However, Selena's unexpected passing in 1995 at the age of just 23 shocked the world and left her fans in ruins. Her reputation and standing somehow became stronger with time. She rose to fame as the pioneer of the Latin pop crossover genre. In the years following Selena's passing, the public's adoration for her has not diminished.

    How would Selena Quintanilla dominate Tejano music, where men are overpowered? Tejano typically blends dancing rhythms from Czech and German genres, particularly polka or waltz, with Mexican Spanish vocal styles. Traditional Tejano music is performed by small ensembles using an accordion, guitar, or bajo sexto. In northern Mexico, it first evolved. Tejano music has a long history and is a fusion of Mexican, European, and American influences. With the arrival of the accordion by German, Polish, and Czech immigrants in the middle of the 19th century, its evolution began in northern Mexico (a variation known as norteo) and Texas. Selena changed the male-dominated Tejano style after being exposed to it by incorporating R&B and pop influences, expanding its appeal beyond the era's typical audience. She was one of the best Latin performers of the 1990s, so it's not surprising that she had an impact on others.

• To read Britteny's complete film history paper, please click here:  The Short Life

#MeToo Movement: Harvey Weinstein’s Last Production - by Cassie Padilla -Film History Paper Excerpt - English 110 - Imperial Valley College

When we read the play Bus Stop in English 110,  we often talk about the exploitation and abuse of women in the fifties and sixties, more specifically,  the star of the film version of the play, Marilyn Monroe.  Thanks to Marilyn speaking up, we know about the victimization Hollywood actresses.  In her film history research paper about the #MeToo Movement, Cassie Padilla writes the times are changing, not so fast as we could hope, but more and more people are listening and talking about sexual exploitation in our society. The #MeToo movement empowers individuals to break the silence.

      In 2017, Megan Twohey and Jodi Kantor, investigative reporters for the New York Times, embarked on a courageous mission to dig up the dark secrets surrounding Harvey Weinstein, a powerful figure in Hollywood plagued by allegations of sexual harassment and abuse. Their groundbreaking investigation played a significant role in the #MeToo movement, which had gained momentum earlier that year. The movement, created by activist Tarana Burke who supported women sharing their stories on social media leading to global recognition, served as a powerful catalyst for exposing the widespread prevalence of sexual misconduct in the workplace (Haroun). As Twohey and Kantor dove deep into their investigation they encountered a challenge: persuading victims to step forward and reveal their painful stories while revealing their identities. The duo knew they would be up against the "he said, she said" argument. Putting a name to the victim was essential to validate their traumatic experiences. However, some victims had previously been silenced by non-disclosure agreements and financial settlements, further complicating the process. Harvey Weinstein's legal team worked around the clock to protect their client's reputation and substantial assets, resorting to an agency that investigated the backgrounds of victims and threatened to use what was discovered to ruin their careers. In one of the reporters’ articles, Weinstein's lawyer threatens, "we'll drag you through the mud by your hair" (Gabler, Ellen, et al). Such threats and intimidation were the barriers women faced when contemplating whether to break their silence. Twohey and Kantor would eventually find the key to unlock the barrier. The victims gradually found the strength to come forward and share their horrifying experiences, and so it became imperative for Twohey and Kantor to reveal the truth to the public. Their investigative efforts illuminated the shadows of power and privilege that had long shielded Weinstein, bringing in a new era of accountability and change within the entertainment industry and beyond.

    How did social media play a role in the #MeToo movement’s response to Harvey Weinstein? Social media has evolved over the last decade, giving anyone a platform to express themselves and speak the truth. It has now been easier than ever before to find someone to relate to by searching a #hashtag on any social media platform. A simple short phrase such as, #MeToo, can have a massive impact by reaching millions of people, globally (Schneider). The exposure of Harvey Weinstein’s long history of sexual misconduct – on social media platforms like Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram – played a pivotal role in igniting the #MeToo movement.

• To read Cassie's complete film history research paper, please click here: #MeToo Movement

El Movimiento: The Chicano Embrace of Cultural Identity and Civil Rights - by Alissa Padilla - Film History Research Excerpt - English 1A - College of the Desert

Cesar Chavez was a man for the people and a man of  the people.  I always try to remind my students that his union not only fought for the rights of field workers, but also fought to improve the schools  and educational opportunites for farmworking children.  Cesar was an Agent for Change.  He envisioned Mexican-American kids growing up to becoming doctors, lawyers, politicians, teachers.   I could imagine if it wasn't for Cesar, many of the students in this class woudn't be reading this right now.  They wouldn't be in school. 

Fig 1. Cesar Chavez at one of his peaceful protests. Bringing awareness to farmworkers and for civil liberties.

Cesar Chavez led the first successful farm workers union in American History. He achieved dignity, respect, fair wages, medical coverage, and humane living conditions. Cesar Chavez was looked up to by many Hispanic and latinos for being a voice for them. The Chicano Movement took place between 1965 and 1975. This was one of the largest civil rights empowerment movements. It was also the largest movement by Mexican descent. Cesar Chavez took a stand for farm workers because he once faced being an underpaid farm worker. This has not only affected him, but it affected all other individuals working in the fields because they also were underpaid. Along with being underpaid they were not able to afford housing. The housing thefarm workers did have was crowded and unsanitary.

In the article “The Story of Cesar Chavez," the author states, "Cesar was willing to sacrifice his own life so that the union would continue and that violence was not used" (ufw.org). This shows how much Cesar Chavez wanted change for his community of chicanos. It was not just something he wanted for him. It was something he wanted to accomplish for all Chicanos regardless of what it took. Cesar Chavez was dedicated to making a change for his community. He wanted to have a peaceful movement without any violence. He  once stated, "We can win and keep our own self-respect and build a great union that will secure the spirit of all people if we do it through a rededication and recommitment to the struggle for justice through nonviolence" (ufw.org).

Cesar Chavez was an incredible advocate for the rights of farm workers. He dedicated his life to fighting for better working wages and conditions, using nonviolent protest and boycotts to bring attention to the cause. His efforts made significant changes to the lives of farm workers, improving their lives. Farm workers today differ slightly from farm workers in the past involved within the Chicano movement. During the Chicano movement the migrant farm workers were working in awful conditions. They were way underpaid, and did not have good benefits. There was also no union available for the farm workers. The farm workers today are paid slightly more than those back in the movement. However, farmworks today are still underpaid. They still work in tough conditions. When it comes to unions, farmworkers do not have a federal right to collective bargaining. This means the states must decide if they will or will not allow unionization and collective bargaining for farmworkers.

• To read Alissa's complete film history research paper, please click here: El Movimiento

Anne Frank: The Voice of the Holocaust - by Ashley Ramirez - Film History Research Paper Excerpt - English 110 - Imperial Valley College

As the level of racial violence increases in our society, so does it seem the supression of knowledge.   Jews are being attacked world wide.  In this country, many school districts have attempted to remove books about  slavery and racial discrimination from the classroom. With this said, it's refreshing to read Ashley's  research paper on Anne Frank.  She dives into her research with her eyes wide open. 

Fig 1.  Anne Frank writing at her desk (annefrank.com).

    Anne Frank, a young Jewish girl, reflected in her diaries her awareness of the tragic realities surrounding her  struggle to find hope amidst the darkness. Anne's diary is a unique and valuable historical document that provides insights into the Holocaust, the human condition, and the power of hope. She was finding it impossible to see the word in a different perspective in a way where there was no chaos. She feels for the people around her suffering and expresses her feelings through the way of nature and how it will get "us" too. Anne  expresses, "It's utterly impossible for me to build my life on a foundation of chaos, suffering and death. I see the world being slowly transformed into a wilderness, I hear the approaching thunder that, one day, will destroy us too, I feel the suffering of millions'' (The Diary of a Young Girl). She captures her understanding of the world's turmoil during the holocaust. She believed that it is impossible to find stability and purpose in a life filled with chaos, suffering and death. Anne sees the world changing into a desolate wilderness, symbolizing the destruction and loss caused by the war. She senses the impending doom, represented by the approaching thunder  which will eventually engulf everyone. Anne's empathy allows her to feel the immense suffering endured by millions phasing her deep connection the collective human experiences.

• To read Ashley's complete film history research paper, please click here: Anne Frank